When we met, it was like looking in a mirror… Well that’s because I was looking in a mirror. I had met myself for the first time in a long time. I haven’t seen this person since she was a small girl full of love and full of life with no fears or insecurities. She was confident, she was happy, she was me.
I went through hell and back, my mind wandered and I was lost for years. I had been abused and put down then loved and brought up, just to be destroyed and ripped to pieces again all by the same person. I relied on others to give me purpose, give me love, and give me reasons to be happy. I was left with nothing to show for all my hard work and effort, except a broken heart and a broken spirit.
This part of the series is about how I found comfort in my isolation and learned to love myself unconditionally through the growing pains, through the changes of life and gain access to that next level of abundance with love, patience, grace and overall, just positive vibes. Life isn’t always easy and it takes time to appreciate our purpose on this earth. After 5 years, things are falling in to place for me the way I wanted them to and I couldn’t be more grateful for the experiences.