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When he told me I had a drinking problem
I sat down and started thinking bout’em
But not just about the alcohol
But about the ex that I used to call
Y’all know which ex I’m talking bout too
The one who knew
How to do
Everything right
And even when you tried to fight
Tried to push them away
They understood
So they grew closer to you
Hugged you up and told you “I love you boo”
They stitched you back up
Fixing all the mends in your broken heart
That had fallen apart such a long long time ago
With affection, the kind of intimacy
that made you say “ohh ohh ohh”
And that’s not the best part
I’m not sure where to start
He shot an arrow,
Bullseye!
With a dart
Just when I thought he had no bad in him,
he showed his ass
But let me stop cause I’ve gone on a tangent
and that’s the past
I want to focus on my present with you
Cause you sure are a gift from above
Let me not say the L word, “Love”
You’re a close friend to me
And irregardless of any emotions I have they’ll stay bottled up
Because having you as a friend means so much…
The moments we have together are absolutely phenomenal,
Like future would say “sensational”
Your smile is impeccable
Your heart is irreplaceable
Your spirit is not on this plane
So I’m not your main…
I’m not meant to be
And that’s okay with me
I have that problem
Mistaking a good friend
For an idol
For a muse of some sort
But like you said I’m your quart
Well your quarter
So don’t worry about courting her…
Me I mean
Do you see?
I’m confusing what we’re supposed to be
I don’t want to do that though
Because I know
That I might mean more to you than you show